Crappy poem #1 (cant think of wat to write)

I...I dont want you to go
but I really don't need you here
I...I dont want you to know
but I really really care
am not in love with you or anything
i'm just happy that we have something
...watever this is
I..well...em..so
I'm gonna miss you
I'm gonna miss the fact that i can just
wake up and decide that see you today, i must
well...u musnt see this poem
apart from the fact that it is crappy
I want you to run away and be happy

God! wat d hell is dis?
aaaaaaaaaargh!!!

PeOpLe UnDeR fEeT!!!!

Is it me? Or does everyother person actually feel lyk this sometyms? This feelin of utter uselessness that jus sits in the background, waiting to take the blame for every misstep, mishap, accident, setback, failure....
Is it me? Or are dere actually other people lyk me, who loose their fire and drive....and dunno hw 2 get it back? Lyk standin admist a sea of people movin in differnt directions, confused because, you cant fynd ur way back and cant possibly knw what way forward is for u.
People say its just a phase and it would pass...bt what if it doesnt? What if you cant get past this confusion? What if you'd jus keep standin until u get knocked over and trampled under feet?...well, what if...nothin. u knw y? Cos life is a bitch, and it would simply go on and u'd be 4gottn in a matter of minutes.
Scary 'what if' right? But it happens all the tym around us...ppl under feet. *shivers*
Jus sayin...really